Thursday, September 11, 2014

Sept 11,2014

I noticed myself smoking more pot then usual. I like the high it gives me but I am consequently suffering from not being able to think clearly. Also, I found myself wanting to just smack my one and just enjoying it. Like, boom take that now let's fuck. Lol. I really love her but I have to be careful because I still don't know how she feels, if she feels at all. I'm sure she would at least try to be there for me if it mattered. Not that I really need anymore. I been on my own for 6 years. I just wanna be with her everyday.

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Sept. 6th 2014

I always wondered to myself, did I screw up my ex girlfriends life? Is it because we lost our virginity together that she became such a fat slut? Probably. She really couldn't get enough of my penis... Even on her period. I wanted to stay on good terms with her but she faded away from me. I do try to talk to her but she will always answer and try to push me away. She wants me to hate her. I don't know why. She will always have a small piece of my heart ♥ but I can't be friends with her.