I hate to say it but I like being in my solitude. Company in regulation is not something I genuinely like but I have to keep my face status with people so they continue to help me while I help them. I do not mind helping people who are good for it because they have helped me in the past. But company with people is like a disease. It starts out like nothing but then it starts to get you sick, sick of the people or person you are with and just like human antibodies, you will fight with the person and try to push them away. When people realize I will never push them away, I wonder if in turn they will just hate me.
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