I have been feeling really different the past couple of weeks. They say bipolar gets worse as you get older but what do they know. Christina can only be a friend. Gemma can be something more but she leaves me. She has a busy life and a child, she has baggage but I was always willing to accept it. She told me yesterday that she doesn't want another child and I guess after our traumatic experience, I can see why. Even though I have been having sex with someone else, I find myself slowly loosing interest in that person and my attention goes back to Gemma. Though I like Christina, I don't think me and her having sex will last much longer.
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