Thinking homicidal thoughts sometimes make me feel better. I guess it matters on who I am thinking about. I feel no mercy towards people. People will say thinks to make me feel bad but I just don't care. Like, a couple nights ago my friend from work asked if I could help him with the garbage. I told him I was busy. So he got all mad and told me that he doesn't need help the rest of the night and I should just do my own thing. So I said ok, dropped the garbage bags, and went back to dishes. Why should I care? Does it make me a bad person or a better one? To not feel the feelings of things when I should? Honestly, I do not care. I don't really care about anything. I turn my back on things i used to care about. The people always hurt you and the items aren't real. So why bother?
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