I was supposed to see her tomorrow but she said she had to cancel. I think she is feeling guilty for having feelings for me and not her boyfriend and she wants to keep me at bay. Her boyfriend agreed to give her money to help her move into a place. She told me that me and her would chill move once she moved in but I don't thing we will. I'm sure she has some kind of feeling for him because she got emotional when he didn't reply to her messages all day. I'm probably just high hoping and I should know better by now to never hope for anything. I'm getting paid tomorrow so there's that. I told an old co worker that I would fish with her tomorrow if she wanted. I don't know what else to do. My mind says to not text her for a while and see if she will text me and if she does, it means she cares. Idk. I just know that I can't end up hurting myself again.
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